The mockeries are not you.

fuck fuck fuck

another fucking guilt trip

I feel like I might have made a mistake but I don’t want to lead you on because I know with summer and college coming up it’s just gonna be the same thing.

I don’t know if you’re reading these. I probably shouldn’t be posting them. I just have too many thoughts and I’m so sorry.

I’m sorry.

I’m not asking you to be okay. Just don’t hurt yourself. Please.

don’t give me that bullshit, don’t try to turn it on me. you’re trying to guilt trip me and that’s guilt trips are: manipulation. 

I am so fucking tired of you whining about this
If you’re gonna whine the entire way there and back then sit with someone else because I can’t fucking stand it I’m sorry
And I understand that you have anxiety about it but you can’t use that to manipulate me into doing what you want, that’s wrong and I won’t let you

Very tired of being told what to do